Drogeny

A lot of time has passed, far too much... but I am stronger now. I have a long weekend now and I thought it's good time for changes and come back after more than three years. As you can guess, a lot has changed. I didn't become a soldier :XD: .My health and many other factors didn't allow me to do it. My private life has changed in every respect. I've managed to move twice already, have my heart broken a few more times, but finally I found someone who has stuck all these cracks and healed my heart from many wounds for good. I am very grateful for that. Okay, enough about my private life! What about art, you ask? During these three years I managed to create once better, sometimes worse works, but this is still not what I would like to achieve creating, I still have to work a lot on style, technique and look for my own way. During these three years it all matured in me. I think I needed this time to be able to come back to you again. If you are still with me, I would like to thank you

Hi everyone! It's a new year now... I guess everything should have change... Am I right? How to sum up old year? It was very hard year for me I lost a lot of things... Friends, health, job, faith. And I think I lost myself again. I'm not well. My ribs give me so much pain I can barely breathe. On Monday I'm going to go to the doctor. I've got a lot of plans on this new "great" year. If the plans will work out I think that I will not be able to draw anymore. I'm sorry for that. But everything needs time. Time... I think it hurts the most. "Standing on the edge of the underworld Looking at the abyss And I'm hoping for some miracle To br

Yeah it's been awhile... a lot of things just happened. I lost my job. I read book "Dear John" and it mixed my feelings. If they were not enough mixed... People accuse me that I am cold, without feelings. Is this really me? I don't know anymore. Once I was sensitive, kind and good? I guess I was good... I'm just trying to regain old-time-me. All I have left is frustration and fading memories. I spent birthday with my friend this time was great, but when I came back to home everything disappeared and blurred. I wasn't happy anymore... Again I don't know why. I'm trying to be happy. I'm doing my best, but I can't help. This stupid feeling alwa